Posting of late

You know, I sat down here yesterday, energized to write. I banged out a few paragraphs about something interesting I read in Organic Church. I was spell-checking and ready to post when *bam*...the power goes out. Post gone. The power was out for about 5 hours unexpectedly. I like how they do that sometimes here in Poland.

I honestly haven't felt like writing lately. I think that all of the waiting...patience and endurance building...has gotten to me again. This for sure isn't the first time. Maybe each time it takes a little bit longer to get me to this point...the point of exhaustion. That said, maybe the endurance building is actually working!

If you're curious, we still don't know anything. We jump each time the cell phone rings (don't know why the case worker and lawyer only call us on that phone) or when we see the mailman heading up our driveway (thinking he has a letter notifying us of an upcoming court date).

We have decided to try to let go of whatever perception of control we felt we had before. No calls for updates. No SMS's. Just waiting and trusting that God reigns. That's easy to type but not always so easy to live.

Well...this wasn't too bad for someone who said he didn't feel like writing lately. Guess there are a few words ready to hit the page in there after all.

We miss you all!